Thursday, March 22, 2007
many things happen for this past few daes.
im speechless.things shld jux be left unsaid.
but many things are rammaging thru my mind.
i cant possibly find a reason to voice it out.
many ppl seems to be rather against me.
my frens all are just simply siding her.
not me.i mean,happiness is mine.
the hurts i'll ownself endure.
sigh.wad a melancholy life rite now.
but after 20march,im happily.
veri happy in life.but sumtimes,
i jus dun feel love.
i mean,sigh,i dunno wad n how to sae.
im afraid to end it all.
im afraid tt happiness would onli come in awhile.
n when im reali happi,it'll jus be gone.
it'll jus fall apart.
i noe renee's leavin will bring a great impact to my life.
but sumthings which are nt meant to be mine,
will just leave me side.
i rather choose to end it all now with her.
im happi tt we are still frens.
i need a life of my own,
ive gone thru so much,
finally able to bid goodbye to her.
im sorri.but i hope you'll understand.
n im attached!!!!
hahas happiest moment this yr!=]
PS:true love will be UNFOLD! =]
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12:49 PM
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Monday, December 11, 2006
alright i miss someone.
infact,its everyone.
i miss janelle.
i miss kuku butt.
i miss pigtan.
i miss sweetie.
i miss those time when im with janelle.
she bring me joy.
even though i cant stand her sumtimes.
hearin songs tt remind me of her.
lookin back at those pictures i take with her.
lookin back at my diary with date when i go out with her.
now,wads wrong?
why do things end up this wae?
i felt like tellin janelle.
i realli miss her.
miss those times.
esp tt dae when she sae she wants to leave me.
haiiss.she has a special place in my heart.
a veri special place infact.
treat her jux like a jewel in my life.
does she noe?sadly,i dun think so.
i wann janelle back in my life.
now,its kuku butt....
no longer close to her.
she wouldnt miss me like how i miss her...
she wouldnt think of me anymore.
wouldnt care for me.
haiiss.
i reali regret not cherishin her!=[
i wan to be close.
jux like how kuku,me n janelle was.we were so close den.
but sadly,its all in the past.
i miss alot people!!=x
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10:40 AM
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Saturday, December 09, 2006
that dae went out with yeoyeo.
wad a hectic dae it was.hahas.
oh well.yeoyeo make me realli happi.
but i dun wan any happiness from her.
haiss oh well.enough of saein too.
im down.down down down...
who will help me thru?
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10:45 AM
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Sunday, December 03, 2006
christmas is around the corner.
last year i wish for esther.
wad abt this year?
im thinkin of sth.
i wanna let go of sth.
i wanna be back with sum1 else.
but i guess its beta this wae.`
maybe al things are beta this wae=] i dunno wad to wish for.hahas.i jux hope me n yeoyeo will stay as frens.
closer den ever before.
and many many more things.
*wishing hard*
hopefully santa claus will fufill my wish.
i wan santa to grant my christmas wish=]
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11:48 AM
i want to delete this blog veri soon.anywae its all in the past.i will forget the past,i mean start a brand new life with new people ard me.new frens n new enviroment.this blog is all about my past life.i tink if i jux keep it,i will dwell deeply in the past.so i will delete it veri soon.
anywae,i have performance at hdb hub tml.wish me all the best.
im veri excited.after tml, will be able to go out with yeoyeo.hahas.oh well...i wan noe hu yeoyeo like lei.hmmm ermx..i goin sentosa with her.den maybe going vivo city to eat.ive nvr been to there before.she promise me she'll bring me to the candy shop.den i wanna go the pool too.hahas.she will owax be rmb by me de.cuz she will be the first to bring me there.hahas.alright.i still got many on coming date with her hahas.wonder wad will she blog abt me?hahas,i miss alot alot of ppl.
happi bdae to my dearest kuku!
i miss esther ye!
i miss jazmin n katherine.
i simply miss alot of ppl!
remember me this way=x
Ev'ry now and then We find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
But part of you will never, ever go away
Your heart will stay
I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
Forever more, a part of me
You're ev'rywhere
And I'll be right behind your shoulder, watching you
I'll be standing by your side in all you do
And I won't ever leave
As long as you believe
You just believe
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10:28 AM
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Sunday, November 19, 2006
i update onli because esther ye wants me to update.hahas haiya'i veri busy lahh....wa
hahaha.....happiness is;to noe the saviour=]
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11:51 AM
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006
yesterdae tt evania chua scold me.i veri sad lei.haiiss i noe i veri kpkb.but den why muz she sae me loh.im veri sensitive to the word KPKB de loh.haiiss if she wan scold oso dun have to sae me until like tt.
haiiss...den tt esther ye oso wont be kind enough n help me lahh.den tianqin dey all..haiiss i feel so hurt lahh.why muz she sae me?haiiss summore tok abt my parents.dey die le get it?haiiss hate her lahh okie.she keep saein me EVA SINCE LAST YEAR!!!
my exams was okie.i tink i will jux be veri upset whenever i see esther ye lahh.haiiss...
everyone oso like tt now i noe le...i wont trust everybody le loh.so sad lahhs....haiiss
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9:39 PM
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Saturday, September 30, 2006
i dunno wad has got into me.oh mine im so dead.haiiss eams cumin im rather stress over it.will i or will i not?uh oh.im so damn dead.
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6:43 AM
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hahaha.....
